Jules and I recently went camping and while we were out relaxing I was pondering what exactly am I. I don’t really need to label myself. I know what I am, I am me. And me likes to wear male clothes sometimes and female clothes sometimes and sometimes I like to wear both. I also like to dress up and look like a man and sometimes I like to dress up and look like a woman. The vast majority of…
On Me: Top – Bobeau Jeans – Mossimo Belt – Mossimo Shoes – Fitzwell On Jules: Dress – Back-Gamin Shoes – Franco Sarto Do you like my new shoes? I do. I think they are super cute! They were my first purchase ever from Zappos. I know, can you believe it? Zappos has been around for so long and yet I have never purchased shoes from them. I think that I have been afraid to purchase shoes online because I…
Yes she is a real person. And yes she is a really beautiful person. Isn’t it amazing that she does not see that? Or that she at least has a difficult time seeing her own beauty? Well she is amazing, and amazingly beautiful. Things between she and I have been quite difficult for some time, as I have recently begun to make clear. As I see it, she has to find the muchness that was stolen from her by her…
Dress – Younique Clothing Nylons – ??? Boots – Nine West Necklace – Purchased from some Winery in Paso Robles, CA It is quite rare, to the point that I can’t remember the last time, that I will have occasion to dress during my regular work week. But last night Jules asked Nadine to dinner. I was quite apprehensive to accept, considering the events of the past bit. Nonetheless I obviously agreed. The dress I have on, I bought for…
Excuse Me But This Weight Is Crushing Me
April 23, 2013Blinds on the window and a pain behind the eyes -Dire Straits Can you see the look of joy on my face? I can. I can see me, relaxed, comfortable, safe. Sort of the calm before the storm. But as is usual, I am getting ahead of myself. Let me back up. Saturday night Jules and I went to A & B’s house. (oh right, sidebar, I am so tired of calling my friends A & B, I asked them…
1 – That I could not dress from head to toe as a woman.2 – That I could not go in public dressed as a woman.3 – That my friends and family would ostracize me if I told them that I dress as a woman.4 – That everyone would know that I am a cross dresser if I: paint my nails, pierce my ears, wear female jewelry, wear female clothes.5 – If I show my face on my blog my…
Knit Top – No idea who made it – thrifted Striped Top – Mosimo Pants – Guess Booties – Nine West Do you like to be pushed off a cliff? I don’t think most people do. I think I do. Well at least that is how it feels. It feels as though if I push myself, I am pushing myself off of a cliff that foretells no chance of survival. How silly we humans often are. I am often reminded of…