I don’t actually write a blog, do I?

Top – Bodysuit by Express – Similar on Amazon
Skirt – ?? – Similar on Amazon
Flip Flops – Sketchers – Rare Elegance – Similar on Amazon – QVC

Hello again to anyone who happens to see this post. I am not quite sure if anyone is going to see this post, but we’re just going to roll with it. Oh and yes at some point I will give a bit of a life update, k?

My outfit today is a very common summertime outfit for me. It is a skirt, a bodysuit, and flip flops. Oh and I suppose I do have on my earrings, and other assorted jewels. Oh and my hair and glasses, but come on, at some point the line needs to be drawn, right? Possibly, but for me, considering I can take my hair off, maybe it is part of my outfit? Hmmm…… maybe.

Anywho, I do like my outfit, but I wish I had the purple bodysuit as a tank top. Lately with my bodysuits I am often unsnapping the crotch and letting the ends hang down and tickle my legs. But honestly often that is better than dealing with the bodysuit riding up my crack and having to pick it out all the time. Ah yes, the joys of fashion.

Well then, where exactly have I been, what exactly has been up with me?

I’ve been working. And I’ve been being harassed. And I’ve slowly been losing myself. Which has sucked. So I left. Yup. One day I just said I was done. And without much fanfare I ended my carear of 30 years by walking away. It was really the only thing I could do by the time that I chose to do it. I’m not currently really at liberty to go into full detail abut what happened and how I got there. Let’s for now try and leave it at, if it wasn’t for events around me conspiring against me, I would still be teaching.

I was not forced to leave. I was not fired. It was not even suggested that I should leave. However, for me own health, that is the choice that I made, that I was done. Since then, I have been trying to heal, as I had become rather unhealthy. And I was having many unhealthy thoughts again. Which sucked. I have not done all that I have done in my transition to be miserable. And I was. I was so unhappy that I had begun living in a very unhealthy manner, with all sorts of stress, high levels of anxiety, and depression. Which, as I said early, sucked. It really sucked. Like it sucked so bad that when I stepped back and really began to see everything that was happening and had been happening, I left.

From then on I have been at home and trying to heal. This is part of my journey, coming back to my tiny spot on the web.

We’ll see where I go from here.

Love you!