On occasion I receive compliments on my hair. I really appreciate the thoughts but I also feel super guilty and almost immediately have to tell people that it isn't actually my real hair. It is something that I need to stop doing. Who cares if people know that it is my real hair or not, right?
I suppose I am the only one who really cares and ultimately it is a result of having not voluntarily given up my hair. Alas there are many things that continually bum me out about the lasting effects of testosterone, and a huge one has got to be the loss of my hair. If you don't know, losing one's hair is typically a result of testosterone converting to DHT (dihydrotestosterone,) it can also come about in females from DHEA and testosterone also converting to DHT. Exciting stuff, huh? Oh boy! It is interesting that while baldness typically affects men, it is also a problem for many women. Bummer!
Point being, if I had started estrogen and spiro oh so long ago, like anywhere before age 18 or so, I would most likely have super luxurious hair today! Okay, maybe not, but I'd have more hair than what I have today. Wanna see? Okay, here ya go.
That was my senior photo. I was eighteen at the time. Like the color? Well it is sort of natural. I spent so much time swimming in pools and at the beach, the salt and chlorine would totally bleach out my hair. Personally I really liked the color. I think occasionally I assisted the sun with some Sun-In or peroxide. But generally that color is what I consider my natural hair color to be.
I think this whole hair thing has got to be funny for people that have met me within the last fifteen to twenty years. That is about how long it has been since I shaved it all off. People have asked me on occasion as to why I don't grow it out again. If I could, I would. Seriously. It is not super noticeable how much hair loss I have when I keep it cut super short - like no guard on the clippers short. But if it grows for more than a week or two, you clearly see the typical male pattern baldness toilet seat pattern.
Alrighty, anywho - I have no hair unless I wear my wig. But, if I did have hair, it would be close to the same color as the wigs I chose to wear. Which is one of the things about my wig style and color that helps to make my hair look a bit more natural. Oh and also the fact that I buy rather expensive-ish wigs. They are Jon Renau, one is the Zara, and the other is the Amber. I do however have a rather largish head and thus I will only purchase wigs that have specifically been made using a large wig cap. This is a big issue. Most males do have large-ish heads and standard sized wig caps just do not sit right on our heads. It is not a matter of it just being too tight, it is the wrong size. It looks a lot like a small baseball cap sitting on top of a Charlie Brown head. Well, for me at least.
Okie Dokie peeps! I am outta here!
Love your hair!
Yes, even if it is "just" a wig. Come on, every bodies doing it, right?!